Strange confusion
I'm a very open-minded person, and I have experienced mild paranormal
events before, and this certainly didn't scare me so much as it
fascinated me. While in college for engineering, I, like many of my
friends and college students all over, experimented with hallucinogens.
Not to excess, and never in an unsafe way. I believe that in the end
they made me a much better person, and really opened my eyes, so to
speak, to myself and the world around me. It's also worth mentioning
that I've always had powerful internal vision, i.e. I can easily create
images or objects in my mind from scratch, but after my experimentation
with mushrooms and lsd, I found that power amplified manyfold. At this
point in my life I can create realistic three dimensional images or
scenes in my head with just a little concentration, with full control
over the images and their transformations. It's actually quite handy in
my field, like a 3d modeling software combined with a physics simulator
in my head. Anyway, a few months after my most potent trip, I was in
class one day, trying to keep myself from dozing off as usual. The
professor had the lights off as he was giving a PowerPoint presentation.
I felt my phone buzz, and I snapped out of my daze. I held the phone
below desk level to look at it, and I can't really describe it, but at
that instant I felt my mental sight jump from my own eyes to my
professor's. It was like in a movie, where there was this rushing
tunnel, it only lasted a fraction of a second, but suddenly I was seeing
what my professor saw. I (he) looked at me and saw myself looking down
at my phone, with the light from the screen shining up into my face.
Then I (he) looked across the class at other students. The detail was
perfect, I can still recall that image in my mind like it was actually
me looking with my own eyes. As quickly as it happened it stopped, and I
looked around and saw that what I saw through his eyes was totally
accurate. Down to the position of the students in my class and what they
were wearing. It's interesting to note that it was completely in my
mind's eye, while I was seeing all this I was also looking at my phone,
reading the text. The whole thing lasted not more than 2 seconds, but it
has always stayed with me, and although I feel like I'm quite good at
imagining things through others' eyes (literally, I find it easy to
imagine what others might be seeing and feeling, almost empathically),
I've never experienced something so immediate, real, and verifiably
accurate, before that or ever again. I also didn't have a particularly
strong bond with that professor or anything, I liked him and he liked me
but nothing out of the ordinary. Anybody have any thoughts on what that
might have been?
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